We ended on such a mutual note. You don't want to be another asshole that I have to talk about later.... but here it comes. I knew that your behavior was too good to be true. Dating doesn't mean that you pick up the first person that will take you. Unfortunately sometimes it takes some trial and error. You have to know what you don't want in order to know what you want. Thanks for bringing up that I've left other people before. Apparently you think that they were all the same scenario. Hmm. Well, I guess they were. They weren't right for me. Simple as that. Satisfied that I let you have that one? Since everything we say has to make the other person feel like an idiot? I'm not here to argue. I'm not here to tell you how to feel better... you don't take my advice anyway, because my honest advice is not what you want to hear. Apparently this makes it null and void. If you think nobody could love me as much as you could then you are sorely mistaken.. or naive, as you so like to call yourself. You once told me that you didn't know how you could tell yourself that you loved me if you could just make me feel horrible all the time to make yourself feel better.... but you don't think that it gets better than that? You don't think that it can ever be at a place where the person you're with is what makes you better instead of being your source of trouble? Like I said, I think that's the whole point of being with someone... is to share support. Uplift, not step on. Who are you supposed to turn to when your significant other is the reason you can't stand yourself? That's where all of the trouble starts. It has to go both ways. You can't have one person doing all of the work.
And thanks for the final text message. I'm sure it won't be the last though. |