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Interests: Becoming stable and calming the waters
Expertise: Starting over.
Occupation: Sales associate at US Cellular
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Thursday, November 26, 2009

hmphhhh.

We ended on such a mutual note. You don't want to be another asshole that I have to talk about later.... but here it comes. I knew that your behavior was too good to be true.  

Dating doesn't mean that you pick up the first person that will take you. Unfortunately sometimes it takes some trial and error. You have to know what you don't want in order to know what you want. Thanks for bringing up that I've left other people before. Apparently you think that they were all the same scenario.  Hmm. Well, I guess they were. They weren't right for me.
Simple as that. Satisfied that I let you have that one? Since everything we say has to make the other person feel like an idiot? I'm not here to argue. I'm not here to tell you how to feel better... you don't take my advice anyway, because my honest advice is not what you want to hear. Apparently this makes it null and void.

If you think nobody could love me as much as you could then you are sorely mistaken.. or naive, as you so like to call yourself. You once told me that you didn't know how you could tell yourself that you loved me if you could just make me feel horrible all the time to make yourself feel better.... but you don't think that it gets better than that? You don't think that it can ever be at a place where the person you're with is what makes you better instead of being your source of trouble?

Like I said, I think that's the whole point of being with someone... is to share support. Uplift, not step on. Who are you supposed to turn to when your significant other is the reason you can't stand yourself? That's where all of the trouble starts.

It has to go both ways. You can't have one person doing all of the work.

And thanks for the final text message. I'm sure it won't be the last though.


Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Foreign.

It's very different, how well you're taking this.
I'm not unhappy about it, as long as you're ok.

It makes it easier for me, it really does... yet at the same time I'm so... out of breath.
It's all so fast.

I know it was wrong... but at the same time..
the things that you would do for me were unique to your nature.

I already miss those things.


Monday, November 23, 2009

Birds.

I can't believe it's over already.
It was like the blink of an eye... such a short lived eternity.

I don't want to go home alone.
I don't want to be there at all.


Saturday, November 21, 2009

mood brightener.

"I think there should be another girl out there just like you... for me."

Thanks Tigga-tig. :)

 

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I was going to get you a drink but I was already past the truck stop.
hahahaha, intriguing.

 


Monday, November 09, 2009

short

 

Promises, potential, and the horrible, horrible feeling of just dying to be happy with what you have.

 



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