| | To anyone who's blissfully happy, and to anyone who can't seem catch a single glimmer of sunlight- all it takes is a single click.
On, off... feelings become irrelevant. What you felt isn't what you feel, and what you feel probably won't exist later on down the road. Emotions don't have to fade, either they are or they aren't. They reside only as a result of the desire to have them, or as the result of holding on to some future hope. Let go of this and grasp the understanding of pure today, and feel the release.
You felt, and felt strongly... urged along by the whirlwind of anothers emotions. If you're holding hands with someone while running, and they stop, either you let go or struggle to drag them along.
Once left behind you have the option of questioning their motives. Obsession, the loss of completion, the emptiness you feel... or you can simply acknowledge that they once were there, and now they are not.
You are your own entity. You are complete with another, you are complete without another. You don't leave pieces of yourself with someone to be left hollow. You shed your skin and leave it behind, and all is new. It is not a hindrance, it is a liberation.
Remember this and you will be strong. You don't give your heart, you share it. If they tamper with it, you may take it back. It is not a gift. No one has the right to damage what belongs to you, and there is no one with the right to allow you to repair it.
I wish to have someone to continue sharing feelings with. I wish to speak truth aloud, I wish what I feel and what I speak to be one and the same. The only thing stopping him from this, is him. I am here, or I am not here. He may choose to share my happiness, and I sincerely wish he would... but no one will stop me from attaining my own in myself. |
| | Posted 5/24/2009 2:23 PM - 4 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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