JaydenWolf's Xanga

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Mon, 09 Nov 2009 13:14:28 GMT

Promises, potential, and the horrible, horrible feeling of just dying to be happy with what you have.

You.

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 14:11:52 GMT

You know better than anyone that somehow, to do what's best for someone you care about, you have to hurt yourself in waiting for it to play out.

People think you're crazy too. If I were anyone else but me I'd be giving you the same advice.

Store meeting

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 16:40:53 GMT

"So how exactly is you and Michael's relationship?"

Huh?

"Well you either break up with him or you marry him, really..."

Apparently I can't catch a fucking break.

Nowadays

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 21:34:03 GMT

I laugh just because I wish so badly that anything you all said was humorous to me. My boss calls me out on it, but it's a habit. "Ah, there's that fake laugh again..."

It's how I show that I'm trying to pay attention to you, because there's nothing to be said.

I guess I'd rather pretend than to admit that no matter how hard I try, I just do not give a shit.

Stupid weather change.

My bed's off the floor. It's nice.

Doubts

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 15:52:24 GMT

I feel like the more you know me, the less there'll be to love.

I almost prefer what's left to the imagination.

Go figure.

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 21:29:37 GMT

Throughout my life I've grown up around several pastoral figures. Each of them have some sort of story to where God told them to do something, and they either didn't do it and learned the hard way before being beaten back onto the right path and blessed, or just really didn't want to do it, and did it anyway to receive this great blessing.

It was the story I always blew off as self centered. You never realize what it's like until it's you facing that decision. I don't want to talk about it any further, please.

wow.

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 12:23:16 GMT

His life would have been more fun and full if I did not exist in his life.

He'd have friends, hobbies, and not a care in the world, and it's too late to go back because everything has changed.

Nothing like ruining a life and being no fun.

It's dark.

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 00:37:51 GMT

Within Tempation- The Howling.

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 13:12:40 GMT

Messed up the harmony in some areas. Peh.

Red.

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 14:46:09 GMT

Importance dwindled.
Hollowed out.

The first choice is made best
When there is no second choice.

Queen's medication for pride
is the beggars ignorance.